I’m embracing restitution and seeing it not as a financial obligation but a moral obligation.
It’s something that I need to do to try and find redemption in my life to be redeemed in the eyes of society to be able to earn back society’s trust.
Hopefully, I can earn a bit of trust more importantly look at myself in the mirror and be confident and proud of who I am.
It shames me that I brought myself to this point it’s not the end of my life it’s the beginning of my redemption.